One of my biggest fears has manifested
and I’m not handling it
anywhere near as gracefully
as I’d hoped I could
feigned confidence to hide my quivering hands
instead I was swallowed by the darkness and fear
unable to see the lightI was a terrified little girl
held firmly under his thumb
as he chipped away
at who I wassomehow, I’d managed to escape
and I was so thankful
when he turned his back on mebut now he’s back
and I feel like that terrified little girl
all over again

